Something About this Time

 It is the middle of October. I walked around the neighborhood with my kids yesterday. Sun was shining. Warm on the skin. Listening to them chat back and forth. Exploring the world, this pine cone, the shape of this stick. 

There is nothing to justify it but I have an enormous sense of peace. I feel calm and happy in a way I never knew would be possible. 

I am on the cusp of another massive change I feel like I should be scared and nervous but I have never felt as balanced and centered as I have in this period of time.

No One Is Coming to Save You

 No One Is Coming to Save You 

It is up to you to get in shape

Get your house in order 

Get your life right and make it happen

Love my kids

 Getting ready to fly across the country for a vacation away from my kids for the first time in 4 years and the thought of it makes me nervous. A part of me never minds traveling all together because if something happens we are all together. 

The thought of some of the events of the last few years unfolding and me not being there with them gives me dread. 

I hate imaging a world where they would go on without me and through this realization I know I need to work on health and longevity on my return.  

I am so proud of them and love them so much I want to be able to be a part of them for much longer than I am currently on a path too do. 

Daddy loves you 

Daddy will be back stronger than before.